What happened to me?

Hi assalamualaikum for those who are muslim :) Okay let we talk about what I had wrote on that title. Yes, what happened to me? Since one or two day in this week, I feel like I'm not really well in controlling my feeling. So, do you think what happened to me actually? Yes of course not. I know about myself well than you know. Stress also came into my life because of mid year examination. I can't focus to all my papers because of thinking about someone who doesn't care about me anymore. I always read his name in my Doa for he come back to me like before. I love him so much than he ever know. I try to make him happy without me :( I have too. But I want him to be mine forever. Bak kata org melayu "jodoh tak kemana" yes I know but tak salahkan if kita try untuk memahami antara satu sama lain? I dont know. You have changed a lot :'(  you can't do this to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you bie :'(